father, why?

I woke up around five and transfer myself in the sofa in the sala to make myself comfortable. i didn't realized i fell asleep again. Suddenly, i saw my self in a room. i don't know where is that place. Then a man whom i knew years ago appeared in front of me. I asked him, " I thought you're already dead? Why are you here? Didn't you know i suffered a lot since you left, i suffered a lot emotional. I am your baby girl, why? Why did you suddenly appear?. then I realized, she hugged me, and i found myself crying in his arms. The man i'm referring to was my father who died 10 years ago. Yes i know, he's not already here but it doesn't mean, I've forgotten him already. Then i woke up with pail of tears in my eyes screaming, reminiscing the times. It is all a dream. But until now, i don't know what it means.

 friends ARE one of the most treasured things in the world, secondary to experience. oh, we had great laftrip at my classmates house doin' schoolworks.. we're so damn bored until i offer them face dance! haha

hahah MOMOooo!

 this day have been so tiring. i have made a lot of school and paper works. many graphings and texts must be accomplished tomorrow. i want to sleep but my mind kept on telling my eyes not to .. :(  how about you? oh look at me? i'm will not be pretty anymore because of this face! hahahh. good night!

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